For what? I'm not really sure. I realized the other day that I spend a significant part of my life waiting for something in the future. After I fix my truck then I'll go exploring but first I need to save some money then I can fix the truck but before that... It goes on and on. Not that its a bad idea to plan and have irons in the fire for future use but that not what I do. I perpetually put of living life until sometime in the future when everything is done. Of course this time has not come and honestly it will never come.
Is it fear? I think so, it's safe to sit where I am and wait until I've prepared for every possible eventuality. It's scary to live, to take a risk. If I wait, then it will be less risky right?
